Wednesday, February 25, 2009

House-Hunting

Super vexed now. I hate growing up. I hate making adult decisions.

Because I quite like the 3-room flat that me and hubby saw, but it's S$238K valuation price, and the owner is hoping for S$20K COV. But hubby's point of view is that it's too expensive especially with regards to the COV. The valuation for 3-room flats around the same area is maximum S$220K. Hence the higher valuation of this flat is due to the renovation that was done 7 years ago. Which is why hubby refused to pay so much COV.

But I like it because it's renovated already, and can move in when all procedures have been settled, and don't need the hassle of anymore renovation. Furthermore it's just behind my family's condo's backgate. And within 2 min walk, there are bus stop with more buses, coffeeshops. Bukit Panjang Plaza is only 5 min walk away. Besides, he can park his bike and car if he gets one eventually at the condo and walk home.

But he prefers the 4-room flat which is less accessible and slightly further from my family's house. There are no coffeeshops within walking distance. Plaza is even further. I haven't seen the house for myself, but seems like renovation needs to be done. Which of course, is better, since we can renovate to suit our taste. But it seems like such a hassle. You'll need time to go and decide what kind of renovation, need to crack brains YET again.

On one hand I do understand where he's coming from. I know he doesn't want to be SO near to my family's place because mom will surely pop over too often. And furthermore he wouldn't want my parents to pay for the COV for us which they have offered to. I also understand he likes the 4-room one, because it's quieter there, the air is better there as there are more trees there. And we can do our own renovation and it's better value for money since it's almost half a house more than the 3-room flat.

On the other hand, I like the familiarity that the 3-room flat presents. That it's so near my house and I don't have to change my routes to work, etc. I can go down to dapao food home, I can walk to Plaza if I want, I can walk to 163 coffeeshop if I want. I can walk home to visit my sis. And if friends want to come visit, it's easier for them too because it's more convenient and easier to direct them as most of them will be taking the public transport.

I don't know lah. I think so much until I so want to cry because I don't know what to decide.

Tuesday, December 9, 2008

Sad... =(

Feeling really sad, because while me and hubby were off at his hometown, my 2 hammies apparently got into a fight... My Ben Dan went to bite a chunk off his Huai Dan's head... *cries* Everytime I see his bald patch I cry... =( Feel so upset and hurting, because it must have hurt alot and poor Huai Dan must have been tormented... I know my Ben Dan has been bullying his Huai Dan these few weeks, but I thought it was nothing, so didn't separate them... Sigh...

So angry with naughty Ben Dan... Shall rename him as Wang Ba Dan liao... Hubby so angry with my Ben Dan that he threaten to feed him to the stray cats downstairs... *cries* Now I just wanna go home and sayang poor Huai Dan and make him as comfortable as possible... =(

I don't dare to wash poor Huai Dan, because of his wound... So I ended up washing the cage while hubby washed him... Saw spots of blood and I just cried lah... Cried myself to sleep also... Poor lil fella... =( Then hubby went to apply yellow lotion on his wound... -_- And now my Ben Dan is stuck in the Tupperware, because didn't have time to buy new cage for him...

I WANNA CRY AGAIN LAH!!!!! *BAWLS*

Tuesday, September 9, 2008

I HATE YOU.

I actually wrote a long entry, but I decided I'll just post it in my personal blog instead.

But I still want to rant here. And yell to the whole world that "I FUCKING HATE YOU V".

You know who you are. And I shan't comment further here.

I can only say just hearing your voice makes me wanna hurl.

And yeah, you're not the only one facing 'FAMILY ISSUES'. I am also facing FUCKING family issues. So what's the big fuck about yours?!

Yuppers. I'm FUCKING PISSED. And whoever dares tell me not to use such language, you can FUCK OFF already, because this is my FUCKING blog, and I can FUCKING write what I want.

Thursday, March 6, 2008

Girls...

Maybe because I'm not that kind of girl, but I don't understand why some girls can be so cheap go message other guys to add them in Facebook. Especially when the profile clearly states he's MARRIED. Which means, HANDS OFF MY PROPERTY WOMAN! Grrr... I do trust my hubby won't do anything YET. But whether he'll still be as sure when the girl keeps pestering or messaging him, etc, that's another matter.

I simply detest sluts like these type of girls. Call me possessive, I don't care.

I just don't like other girls tempting my hubby. Period. Go get your own. Cheap bitch.

PMS Sucks...

I hate PMS-ing and treating him like shit. I know I shouldn't, but when I'm PMS-ing a few days before the stupid thing, I get really irrational, irritable, insecure (extreme), etc. I don't mean to give myself excuses for treating him so badly, but well, I'm just so glad he's so tolerant, despite getting fed up with me. And I can't help but cry when he says he will not have any regrets marrying me. =(

I just hope he'll still be like this. That we can go back to our dating days. When I wasn't so insecure, when I wasn't so annoying. Sometimes I really hate the person I've become. I need my confidence back. =|

Monday, March 3, 2008

Regrets...

Not me, just my ex, who contacted me during the weekend and yeah, said how sorry he was, blah blah blah.

Fool me once, I'm naive; fool me twice, I'm stupid.

How appropriate this song is...

One Republic Ft. Timbaland - Apologize

I'm holding on your rope,
Got me ten feet off the ground
I'm hearin what you say but I just can't make a sound
You tell me that you need me
Then you go and cut me down, but wait
You tell me that you're sorry
Didn't think I'd turn around, and say...

It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late

I'd take another chance, take a fall
Take a shot for you
And I need you like a heart needs a beat
But it's nothin new
I loved you with a fire red-
Now it's turning blue, and you say...
"Sorry" like the angel heaven let me think was you
But I'm afraid...

It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late

Bridge (guitar/piano)

It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late
It's too late to apologize, yeah
I said it's too late to apologize, yeah-
I'm holdin on your rope, got me ten feet off the ground...

Sunday, March 2, 2008

Sian Week...

This week has been horrendous. What with the Career Fair, the textbook collection, etc. I can't wait to claim my compensated leave and have some ME time. I want to go shopping!

So many movies I wanna watch also! Where will I find the time and money to watch ALL of them?!
1) The Leap Years
2) P.S I Love You
3) Kungfu Dunk
4) Death Note: L Change The World
5) Away From Her
6) Water Horse

7) Sky of Love
Should be getting my new phone at the I.T. Fair instead! Because worry that later got roadshow there and it's cheaper. Wah, I'd feel blardy pissed if I get it now and find that if I had bought it at the roadshow I would have saved more money! -_-

So anyway yeah, still using the cuckoo phone. =p