Mixed Emotions...

Worried, because haven't found a job yet... -_- Maybe I should lower my expectations? Haha... =p

Sad, because am missing Bui and Lyna! =( Honestly, it's just not the same without you... Especially Lyna... I think even hubby thinks I love you more than him... Haha!

Happy, because I'm out of the hell-hole... =) Really, I don't regret my decision to leave. And my temper is so much better now. Even hubby notices I'm not that bad-tempered as compared to a few months back. Not to mention my maniac moments (yeah, the crying, the quarrels with him over nothing, the suicidal thought) have disappeared. LOL.

Frustrated, because I don't want to do customary wedding and lunch/dinner but I can't say no to our parents... Can I? =p Just thinking of needing to prepare all those things for the customary is stressing me out! -_- Haha, maybe I'm just terrified also of wearing a wedding dress. *jiggles all her fats*

Excited, because December is drawing nearer and it'll be time for my 'honeymoon' with hubby! Whoopee! ^_^ Can go see his da jie's lil girl! I adore her to bits! =D And I'm soooo gonna video our second overseas trip! Haven't been to Hong Kong for so long... Lots of memories...

Relieved, because we've found our lovenest, just next to his friend's house! LOL! =x Thanks ZX and CX! Though can only move in mid next year I suppose. Hubby's so excited that he's already designing our house. Haha. I guess I'm not as excited because it's still so far away and I don't really see the point of looking at what to buy for the house. New products will surface and I'll most probably want the latest stuff! LOL! =x I mean, see now, what's the point? Not as if I can buy now, stock at my place or his first. -_-

Glad, because hubby got a new job and it's something that he enjoys! Nothing beats getting a job that you've passion for. =) Congrats my dear hubby!

Thankful, because of hubby's support in my decision to quit before securing another job. =) Especially when I don't think I was that supportive when the same thing happened the other way round. =p

Upset, because one of my poor hammie got injured by the ferocious mother hamster. She's a major nutcase! -_- This is the second time she bullied the male hamsters and wounded them! Sheesh!

Relaxed, because went back to his hometown and had so much fun playing with little Juicy! =p She's absolutely adorable. But temperamental! And extremely smart and active. I've got scraped knees from crawling after her for so long. -_- Not to mention so tiring trying to get her to stop crying!

So many emotions, just one me. It's a wonder I can keep myself together. LOL. =p Tomorrow (or rather, later) going for an interview in the morning and then it's off for a date with hubby! He's off work tomorrow... Hehehe... =)